Blog Index All Posts from newest to oldest Yellow Blanket Shrouds – the calm before the storm May 3, 2025 The kitchen sink and other very important things February 26, 2024 How to Choose the Music for your Children’s Funeral (Pt 2) November 1, 2023 How to Choose the Music for your Children’s Funeral (Pt 1) November 1, 2023 Taking a Familiar Road February 27, 2023 Airport Arrival Dream September 28, 2022 I really, seriously, don’t want to be March 21, 2021 Just one little insignificant moment March 6, 2020 Looking up at the Sky/Antidote February 26, 2020 What happens after? February 14, 2020 Hey! Happy Birthday! January 8, 2020 Radio 4, on Only Just Day 2 September 29, 2019 Gasping for Beth August 12, 2019 The Story I didn’t tell Hawley: My Attempts to Make Sense (Part 1) July 27, 2019 Formal Identification and ‘Manning up’. July 7, 2019 The Ghost of Gary Barlow July 6, 2019 Stepping backwards, walking forwards May 26, 2019 I feel Guilty when I feel Happiness May 18, 2019 Purple Rain, for sure. May 11, 2019 The Secret Life of a Zoo May 5, 2019 A Sleeping Dream March 19, 2019 Revisiting the Central Library, Sheffield February 12, 2019 This is Our Life Now (Christmas #3) December 31, 2018 Izzy’s coppers jar and the end of ‘Squiring’ December 14, 2018 Glaciers, by John ‘not to be taken for granted’ Grant November 6, 2018 My Self-Inflicted ‘Hi’ November 1, 2018 The kitchen blackboard, a cardboard Police folder and a Bombshell Day October 27, 2018 So tell me… October 11, 2018 New York, on repeat. (I promise). October 6, 2018 They don’t die. Not completely. October 5, 2018 It’s X Factor, so I cried. September 8, 2018 Happy Birthday Bethy August 10, 2018 Glasses so you can see, not so I can keep August 3, 2018 Day 857 July 2, 2018 Stand. June 17, 2018 The Biggest Grief, Take me Back to Happiness. May 25, 2018 A Dream about the Queen and a Meltdown in Morrisons May 15, 2018 Learning to Breathe, Lesson 2 April 22, 2018 I dreamt and I tried April 18, 2018 Black Mirror Jungle, 2:46 am March 29, 2018 What u doing tomorrow? March 25, 2018 The pain of the practical March 8, 2018 And After began. February 26, 2018 My last conversation with Izzy (Part 1) January 31, 2018 My last conversation with Beth (Part 1) January 31, 2018 The uncomfortable conversation of the imagined knowing January 31, 2018 21 and Counting? January 8, 2018 Waves, Wounds and then Scars December 16, 2017 Promise November 30, 2017 The Thin Veneer (Not Completely There) October 28, 2017 Underground Tidal Wave October 7, 2017 Bethy September 30, 2017 Day One – Learning to Breathe September 9, 2017 An evening capital walk September 7, 2017 Sleeping Dream August 22, 2017 Kitchen Kazoo Dream July 22, 2017 Everglow – hold on or let go? July 13, 2017 Zest, Longing. July 1, 2017 Forgetting is easier than reflecting June 17, 2017 Mr Hudson and Miss Anderson June 2, 2017 The tangible and the intangible May 18, 2017 Birthday Wishes May 18, 2017 I’ll Never… March 19, 2017 An Accidental Soundtrack to Grief (Part 2) March 4, 2017 The Grief Bubble (Day 2) February 27, 2017 An Accidental Soundtrack to Grief (Part 1) February 26, 2017 A Year Ago Tomorrow February 25, 2017 The Story of Mario the Mini February 19, 2017 A Year Ago Today (Before) #2 February 15, 2017 Music Triggers February 11, 2017 Sleep, perchance to dream (Part 2) February 4, 2017 Sleep, perchance to dream (Part 1) January 28, 2017 A Year Ago Today (Before) #1 January 25, 2017 This day, one year ago January 10, 2017 When the sun dies… January 8, 2017 With Time on Our Side (3 of 3) January 1, 2017 I Looked Up December 27, 2016 The Patterns and Rhythms of Life December 1, 2016 My Essence Has Left the Building November 5, 2016 I’ve got used to crying now October 25, 2016 Light Relief #2 October 5, 2016 Life in Boxes, Life in Limbo October 1, 2016 Starting Sheffield Uni Today September 19, 2016 Remaining unchanged, indefinitely August 27, 2016 A Split Second, On Repeat (2 of 3) August 13, 2016 About Time (1 of 3) August 6, 2016 I Miss You July 26, 2016 Our Empty House July 16, 2016 Light Relief #01 July 13, 2016 Feeling the Waves, Starring into the Void July 8, 2016 27th February 2016 July 1, 2016 Share this: Click to share on X (Opens in new window) X Click to share on Facebook (Opens in new window) Facebook Click to email a link to a friend (Opens in new window) Email Click to share on WhatsApp (Opens in new window) WhatsApp Like Loading...